May 2013
5 posts
April 2013
3 posts
I wonder what the future holds for us. When I was little I never pictured life like this I heard a quote today “keep your head up. God gives his hardest battle to his strongest soldiers” and I think to my self there’s always going to be challenges in life but what happens in that moment where you start to doubt yourself to the point where you feel like its unhealthy to be feeling...
March 2013
18 posts
I don’t know why I’m up right now time is just flying by but I’m just lost in my thoughts right now thinking about Bailey I don’t know why but yet again I’m always thinking about her and how I took such a blessing for granted as I lay here I think of how much different my life would have been I see everyone with there babies and it just makes my mind wonder maybe ill...
when it comes to bad new i try to be strong but when bad things happen right after another how strong can you be? today i received a text saying that my best friends dad is in the hospital tears just ran down my eyes how could this be true me and my best friend had seen him not to long ago we were in his room just hanging out with him watching crime shows talking about he cant sleep at night so he...
receiving your call surprised me after ending things the way i did i thought you would have just forgot about everything but i guess not it felt good seeing you again but i may have to stay away for a little longer after losing bailey things still haven’t fallen back into place sometimes i wonder if they ever will maybe my life needed a change but who knows what the future holds….
its time to leave the past in the past and move on…
February 2013
39 posts
Day 2
i dont know when this pain will leave my heart i feel like i cant be alone because i think to much about it but when im with people i feel like thats all they want to talk about so what am i suppose to do ?
i couldn’t believe the words that came out the doctors mouth i just started to zone out this was it it was all over with she was gone in the blink of an eye but i did not shed one tear i was in another place a place where nothing made sense anymore my friend keep asking me if i was ok she kept telling me its ok to cry that’s when i received a text saying im so sorry those words broke...
Sometimes i wonder why this happened to me but everything in life has a purpose, right? Because if it didn’t have a purpose then nothing would make sense, right? maybe i over think things to much but its just the way were designed, to over analyze a situation that doesn’t need to. Maybe this is for the best im not saying the path i was going down was good but the truth is...
